Saturday, June 19, 2010
treasure the time you have
~decided to post again , decided to use blogger instead of my secret tumblr account :D just got back from the hospital, it was just very akward and saddening to see my grandfather in such a state. somehow it wasnt so emotional as i anticipated it to be.. he was just skin and bones and he was soo thin that i could see the blood pumping into the veins. i realised , this was a fact of life, no matter how fit you are or how muscular you are, it all be of nothing when you grow old. and that life is just too short. he complained about how painful it was to go through all the medication and he couldnt eat nor drink and he was only on drips. hearing that made me feel terrible.he said, how much he wanted to eat rice, ...and made me realise we should treasure everything that we have right now, no matter how small it is cos you might not know when it'll be taken away from us.
Posted by sholihin at 11:51 PM
Saturday, January 16, 2010
NCC bbq
okae ytd was invited to go bbq , the bbq was for YSF members and the Part Bs BUT the seniours were invited but were not told -.- only me and yao wei were informed so yeah decided to go cos there was food! obviously. haha before the bbq we went to thinesh's farewell party, and the organiser was late ~amerash amerash ~SHAKES HEAD . than me and yao wei went to the bbq, met with ahraf,ronald and vignesh and we walked there, we alrdy heard of the juniour's plans to push us into the pull but i don't think they can do that so went there alot of them tried pushing me in........ all got throwed in the pool instead so i finally fell in the pool when yao wei pushed me in.. not the juniours, than went swimming with jeans lol , the security came alot of times lol cos of complaints but we still played lol :D it was fun i guess :D
Posted by sholihin at 6:27 PM
Friday, January 15, 2010
WOOTS busy busy busy!
Nowadays super tired, today just came back from NCC, today cooked for liyana, she said she missed my cheese macaroni :D than is like 5 people eat the macaroni (AND LEFT ONLY A FEW SPOONS FOR ME! thanks ah!) haha long tyme never cook for them alrdy! okae than after that NCC training i had to prepare for the War games... IT WAS A SUCCESS it was super fun! :D after that the cadets were all like half dead! during PT 60% report sick hahaha :D must make them more tough ah! more push ups :D today parade quite a few mistakes .. im freaking tired.. ): just now blacked out for a while and collapse,i think cos not enough water XD lol lucky for a while only than stand up than continue :D lol lucky nobody saw :D awww havent talk to msn ppl for a few days now ------> Jesslyn, Caroline, Lisa! boooooPosted by sholihin at 4:49 AM
Monday, January 11, 2010
Its just not the same anymore...
Today celebrated kenyon's bdae, kinda belated well at least we did celebrate, me and jeannette went to the cake shop and bought some fruit cake for kenyon, while jia hui was waiting for us at macdonalds. met up with liyana and shawn than we went to kenyon during his training and JEANNETTE smashed the cake into kenyon's face, damnnnn funny. but out original plan was to only throw one slice at him while we eat the rest of the cake ): I REALLY WANTED YO TRY THE CAKE, got strawberries leh ): than than we had to clean up the parade square cos there was cake all over! we are considerate ppl we clean up after our own mess! than went to Freestyle drill group today, very little people turned up, some didnt want to join.... well i wouldnt want to force anyone now would i? this year were gonna win something for sure!people are really stressed up today hur! O levels results ): alot of ppl cried in school today, very sad atmosphere.. ): than caroline and lisa! good luck okay! caroline dont stress okae!
people really do change don't they? its like i hardly know you anymore, nvm i guess its okay, you don't need us... me anymore don't you, somehow it doesn't hurt anymore like it used to...
Posted by sholihin at 4:43 AM
Saturday, January 9, 2010
~Obs outing #2
hellloooooo, ytd went to science centre and than east coast park with the obs ppl! this tyme we went with different groups as well. i really wanted to go the poly open house but couldnt make it ): than went to jurong east mrt met with vivian and caroline (: than we followed a super huge sign saying "SCIENCE CENTRE <------" than vivian lead the way, surprisingly we didnt get lost O: than we met up with lisa,hafifi,haziq,nelly,wei ling and some girl i didnt noe XD okae so than went inside sience centre the place hasnt change one bit -.-~it was fun watching brenda doing clumsy things and end up banging her head on something :D
~it was nice to talk to ernest!
~caroline sure doesnt know how to play musical intrument!
~nelly is violent!
~hafiz looks innocent but not
~hafifi is damn evil
~vivian is just retarded
okae than went to the water thing in science park, brenda tried to get me wet but i ended up pulling her, making her more wet :D than she was complaining how she was wet while i was dry than she ask me go under the running water thing, so i did so we were even! i didnt bring extra clothes. okae so went to east coast park and ate mac, ernest,nelly,wei ling and the dunnoe who girl went home. than after that met with shaiful and afiqah. okae so went to the beach ~emo there ): than walked home with caroline, she was fun to talk to luh! cos she like is going through the same annoying thing as me luh (mat salleh stuff) than went home to sleep :D but i was damnn emo ): so was anti social for half of the outing ):
Posted by sholihin at 7:04 PM
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Thanks alot... really if you were not here tonight, i would have gone crazy, really. i dont know why i feel comfortable turning to you, im really really greatfull to have met a friend like you, seriously greatfull, i told you everything and you listened to them, you've really cheered me up (: thanks!Posted by sholihin at 6:19 AM
~luh luh which course which course?
haha today was like super fun, cos amerash made alot alot alot of jokes and disturbed alot of ppl! anyways just woke up! i deserve a nap after such a busy busy week :D aww tmrw gonna stay overnite in school ~its gonna be fun! now thinking whether i should bring guitar or not tmrw? O: okae today we went to temasek poly open house, decided to skip ncc cos alvin didnt want to go so okay i joined him, later found out training was cancel cos we didnt come XD than after the open house went back home with liyana,amerash and jia hui than decided to accompany her all the way to her house -.-' nth better to do, she was talking nonsense all the way, didnt really felt like talking abt to her about it . than walked back home :D didnt get lost! reached home was greeted by lisa ~ITS LIKE EVERYDAY I COME HOME LISA IS ONLINE! than talked to her alot of rubbish XD so now writng the post yay cant wait for tmrw and saturday (going out with OBS ppl) i dunnoe which course to take seriously i want Nautical studies but but ): if i am able to get it that means i will rarely be home cos traveling to alot of place ): i dunnoe, wat should i choose~Bitter heart, my bitter heart is getting just a little fragile,bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.