Saturday, June 19, 2010

~decided to post again , decided to use blogger instead of my secret tumblr account :D just got back from the hospital, it was just very akward and saddening to see my grandfather in such a state. somehow it wasnt so emotional as i anticipated it to be.. he was just skin and bones and he was soo thin that i could see the blood pumping into the veins. i realised , this was a fact of life, no matter how fit you are or how muscular you are, it all be of nothing when you grow old. and that life is just too short. he complained about how painful it was to go through all the medication and he couldnt eat nor drink and he was only on drips. hearing that made me feel terrible.he said, how much he wanted to eat rice, ...and made me realise we should treasure everything that we have right now, no matter how small it is cos you might not know when it'll be taken away from us.